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underestimating my luck!!!

Whenever I said I have a great luck ...
- i was just so underestimating it...

Few people i think have a luck as strong as mine...anything i truly want i get it!
Though, there are hardly 2 many things i madly want...i truly set my eyes on...and the moment i do set my eyes on...and want that from the core of my heart i get it!

What is the key to deliberately wanting something? How do i explore the new options? How do i find newer things, things intriguing enough to initiate in me a longing...the longing that directs my luck to fetch it from any corner of the world for me?

What is it that sets a difference between the things i have at hand and need to work on and the other few that hit the depths of my heart and soul, even though these things at hand are not imposed by anybody else but chosen by my own self?

Is it the things around me that are not interesting enough? Or is it me not being able to view those things in the right perspective? Is the initiation required to be done, to be done by my own self? If yes, how? I don't ask when because i am right in the midst of the most correct time to begin the initiation. I don't ask why because i have learnt that the latent sparks , a mandate for the initiation resides in me.

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