Dreamer...

I shouldn't be wasting my time i know that....but even if i do waste my time, i waste it the way i like it sleeping or doing stuff dt i wnt to...so that is not exactly a waste is it? any ways, its my time i have all rights over it i can use it or misuse it but why should i let some one else misuse my time? specially the ones who don't really make efforts to take time out for me...the ones who don't respect me enough to value my time, have no right to expect from me that i would ever take out time for them, least of all let them misuse the most precious commodity i have. A commodity so precious it could well become the measure of the depth of feelings one has for some one. Emotions are no barter i agree but I am no saint to take time out even for the ones who have neither time for me nor value for the time I have for them. as for the title of this post, its been so titled because if there is anything in the world love for someone can be judged is by the virtue of time...how

i feel that ways......yes.....choked! A vulnerable girl that i was, i still am that vulnerable. my trust though has been breached not once only. trusting people and the situation of being held in amazement and awe now seems a sin. a sin i'm dying to commit. committing tht sin is though now a dilemma, which it nvr was. so here i am almost trying to change the rhythm of my heartbeats. the anxiety you can imagine is obvious.