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The "us" time...

There are times when you expect a certain quantity of 'quality' time from someone in particular. That someone though, has different priorties in life, priorties very different from yours, priorties which differ from the you, 'you' have been.

Then you begin to change because of them or may be it's something inside you that you have always wanted something of a kind which you are now very close to, you start fantasizing, start believing that the one thing you thought is a light years far away from you is rather just around the corner. Then you eventually loose the power of deciphering the thin veil of difference. The difference between your dreams and 'you'.

Your dreams were still probably around you but in a different direction...a direction you were not looking in. The reality on the contrary, the thing you mistook for your dreams wasnot what you anticipated...it was to suck up all your energies, to fade away your dreams, to take away from you the onething in the world that makes you,"YOU". Slowly and steadily without even you realizing that fact are you being changed. Changed not for the better or worse but a change that was utterly unnecessary.
In some time you realize the consequences of the change taking a toll on you, depleting inside you everything that is 'you'. The visions of your dreams, were not all possible, though even the ones possible were not a part of your reality. A reality you wanted to become a part of your dreams could understand everything on earth apart the onething that was 'you'.


Though then out of nowhere does surface this beautiful reality, it's beauty makes you believe it's a dream. In the course of time you realize it's not dream but a reality the reality just like your dream. You wonder if those years of confusing your reality and dream could be undone. Then you feel even if those years can not be undone, your dream is sure to understand the confusion of your reality. You start getting your lost self back, your dreams start clearing out again, You have a vision yet again. The difference this time is the fact that your dreams are 'your's' and your reality is the one you dreamt of.

Comments

ANI said…
just read ur post now and really you are such a visionary yet philosophical yaar , too good a post to read.
ANI said…
its like that only we have always been caught in the conficts of our heart and mind our heart wants to just rely upon our dream and for that we manage to leave our all comforts just to be in our dream and to achieve them but the reality is sometimes very disheartening and would shatter our small world of dreams.........but a happy person is that one who believe in evry dream and wouldn't chose to leave that even if evrything is againsta that even the reality
sonam said…
ann u know this is his creation ... "us" time is all his. I have just tried to put his words here so that those words I can read over and over again.
Though trust me its not even a point percent of what he actually said. Had u heard it from him you'd have gone crazy just like I did when I heard those b'ful words.

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