i feel that ways......yes.....choked! A vulnerable girl that i was, i still am that vulnerable. my trust though has been breached not once only. trusting people and the situation of being held in amazement and awe now seems a sin. a sin i'm dying to commit. committing tht sin is though now a dilemma, which it nvr was. so here i am almost trying to change the rhythm of my heartbeats. the anxiety you can imagine is obvious.
dreaming is the prelogue to the book of creation, though, dreaming is not something everyone appreciates but... let me dream for dreams are all that I have!