Dreamer...

I don't know why but at times we tend to loose a sight of what we want to be and who we are, a sight of who we would love and most importantly why we love ourselves. Luckily though, there take place some incidents in life or may be just some co-incidences because of which we are reminded of some of the most important points to be kept in mind. Pointers that make you, "you"...things that your belief systems are based on. The learning's that give you strength...strength to work, to live, to fight and stand for yourself. The discoveries that you made through experience and later realized that coincide with all what has been taught to you by your elders and is still being tried to make a part of your mental systems...(if only they knew you have grown up a little on your own too). I call these coincidences, the fortunate encounters, the encounters of fortune in life for you to acquire the 'spirit of life'.

I just fail to realize why people pretend to understand, where it's only required to love. Love of humanity or that of self, stems not as much as from understanding but probably more from simply accepting. Though, the hardest of tasks in life is may be to ‘accept’. No matter the acceptance is of self or of someone else. With most of us striving to perfect ourselves over years and decades of our lives, there is something very crucial that we just forget to acknowledge, approval is probably the key element to improvement. Though, we might seek that same approval from the ones around us we are heartless enough to keep ourselves devoid of the same for ourselves. Habituated of keeping ourselves from the pleasure of ‘consent’ that is derived from the mere knowledge of the fact that something we are doing is not being condemned. We somehow over the period of time lose the ability to support others in the endeavors of their lives. Inhumane as we become we forget that a small gesture ...

Given a major portion of my life to it…some thinking about it and the other some trying to learn what actually it about is! Though now after all that time I still don’t know what I was here to know… all the while I have developed a feeling. A Feeling developed, neither of love nor reverence but complete aversion. Repugnance is not for the craft but the factual dexterities required to master the craft! I thought the craft was to display but a parade is what I must learn. Crafts have their language but the things that confuse me are the polished euphemism. The conveyance of skill needs a medium. There are men whose expertise communicates all that is worthy of getting across. Though, step in some middlemen who promote not craft but all that is other than that. All this not at the cost of the craftsmen or the crafts for those are entities far beyond reach but the impact of it is faced by the learners, the beginners… the student. Who is to distinguish between crafts and business when both...

Not everyone is capable of it. Not everyone can understand. Many may think that they are at the core but the last they know is they could be at the shore. They may not feel it but they say it. Say it out and aloud. Not everyone differentiates between saying and expressing. Somehow, the ones who express have a tough time “saying”. Not everyone listens to an expression. The expressions are probably difficult to hear. Expressions were may be meant only for the soul. Though, not everyone connects. There is a language of no-scripts though not everyone acknowledges. It is because of that language do I know that you were never the one. Though, my one might have just expressed. Not even I could “say”. The tacit word is not for you. We belong to different worlds. Though, he understands just what I say he might as well not know what you did not. Though, I could tell him all of it but he isn’t lexical, you see. The language needs no teaching but not everyone believes, I see. There was ...

Wandering and Wondering: Beauty or Torture?

It's absolutely amazing how we do not understand the most basic of things which are universal truths and are repeatedly told by all our well-wishers but then one fine day someone special who we generally do not agree with, most of the times, would some how make us understand the thing or shall i say , "the divine understanding" of the things which are as simple and as blatant as the 'rising of the sun'. That some one is obviously your well-wisher like the many others who also had tried to make you understand those things, infact the one thing that you are so sure of would change your life tremendously even before you have actually put it to use or to your advantage, this belief ,in fact, in something that you have been told by someone close to you sets the tone for you to further believe in your self to the extents of achieving the most unachievable goal in your life.....that suddenly shifts you goals to soar far above the limits that the sky could have set even...