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Would living alone be tough?
can u do justice to anything/anyone in the world if u can't stop wishing fr a 1 special aspect...is it ever possible to stop wishing for the special most desire that had cropped up inside u without ur knowledge?
i dont think thts human...even if it is, thats not a task im capable of...i dont even want to make myself capable of it.
given these facts...do i deserve a normal treatment?
"frm nw no", if i cant do justice to any 1 else...do i deserve justice?
"frm nw no", i cant prove myself honest...am i worth an ear?
"frm nw no", i cant gv my 100% to ne nw...shud i b entitled to ne?
"FRM NW NO"
the 1 who is all...recognized me nt...am i worth ne identification at all?
"frm nw no"
i cudnt reach where i wanted to...shud i evr gt ne destination?
"frm nw no"
is there ne wish tht i hv a strong s the 1 my ignorance cold bloodedly killed...
"frm nw no"
will i ever be me without tht?
"frm nw no"
is thr ne use of my existence without tht?
"frm nw no"
m i free f all debts to rid myself f the pain i feel...
"frm nw no"
m i entitled to ne happiness without tht?
"frm nw no"
do i seek ne apart tht in my life?
"frm nw no"
do i deserve ne bliss?
"frm nw no"
m i worth ne life?
"frm nw no"
thr's tht 1 my heart desires...
thr's tht 1 my soul longs for...
thr's tht 1 i consider my all
will i ever gt a glimpse?
"frm nw no"
the pain i feel , will it ever cease?
"frm nw no"

am i worth ne...
"frm nw no"

Comments

Anonymous said…
thank god nt all of it materialized into reality!
hope none of it does!
Feb 28, 2010, 8:21:00 PM
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